I really appreciate you all. I really feel I have a group of friend to talk to, about things that I would find it difficult to talk about to people face to face. That's really odd as in reality you are a random group of strangers! I thought if I wrote a blog no-one would read it, but I've recived comments and made friends. Thank you. 
I talked to my bloke again at the weekend. He sais he hasn't visited a prostitute while he's been with me and doesn't intend to at the moment. I don't know exactly what 'at the moment' means, but I hope it means while he is with me. This could be the truth or not, but I choose to believe him because I need to. I really like him and don't want to give up yet.
