My BF has been gone for over a week, and the longer he's gone the more I think about sex because I can't have it. I know I can do it myself but it's no where near as good as the real thing, and it doesn't stop me thinking about it. I don't know how I managed to go without sex for 10 years before! I don't think I could do that again. Sex just makes me feel so relaxed and happy. Sometimes I think it's the only time I really feel happy.