by BlueButterfly
@ Sunday, 11. May, 2008 - 07:39:43 pm
We have exchanged some emails, mainly me explaining to him why I cannot have a relationship with him. He rang me on Friday afternoon and sounded very upset, he want to meet for a talk, but I was assertive (for once) and said 'no'
At the moment I'm not feeling so angry. But I'm still feeling lonely. This has been a lovely weekend and I've had no one to spend it with. I've eaten out by myself, gone for a walk, but it's not the same by yourself. I think I know how my Mum feels now that my Dad has died, but she has more friends that she sees regularly than I do. I'm starting to sound like Eeyore!!
I joined a dating site, but the blokes on there are not too attractive.
Oh well, I'm sure things have to get better, it just takes time.
12/05/08 @ 09:50